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Basically.

I've been feeling emotionally itchy for the last few weeks or so, it still doesn't show any signs of going away.
Me and Alex aren't dating anymore, but have managed to stay close friends, and it kinda feels like not much has changed.

Everything lately has been going pretty darn well, I'm moved in, and am enjoying the last throes of my summer, but I can't shake an unsettling bothersome sensation that something is off. My guess is that it's a result of the break up and hurting Alex's feelings.
I'm not really used to ending things at all, so I'm not sure how to act. I fear that I'm doing it wrong sometimes.

I think my hair will probably get cut today or the near future. It kinda needs it now. So shaggy, and it's been so hot here lately. Arrrgh.
I also might just make some of my recent entries open to everyone as a little bonus to creepers with nothing better to do.

I'M ALIVEEEE

Had a dream I could shapeshift, twas cool. I shapeshifted into a fly to spy on people, but then I wanted to change back to tell somebody something, but when I shifted back I didn't have clothes on for some reason, and had to awkwardly get around until I was somewhere no one could see me so I could shapeshift again cuz I guess it was supposed to be a secret.

Got pulled over because my brake lights weren't working. Figured out it's a common problem with my vehicle and similar models.
Got it fixed so it works when you hold back the turn signal trigger. Now I just have to show the police that my car works so they can waive my ticket woo.

I move into the house I'm renting around August 7th, about a month before classes start, which is rather early.
Now I'm all freaking out about how fast summer is going and am eager to have some adventures. Going to the beach tomorrow, and visiting friends up north next weekend hopefully.

ADVENTURE!!

Camping went well, fun times were had.
Spent a lot of time hanging out with Alex who seems to share an odd amount of things in common with me like being directionally challenged, having a very short attention span, and being very absent minded.
Anyways we camped with a small group of cool kids our age and it was a grand old time.
Saturday we played a couple of hug games of chicken. I semi-jokingly told Alex that if we lost I would have to disown her.
But we never lost, only tied once, bringing me much honor. Soo much honor that it only seemed fair and natural that we date.
I also look really good in a pair of shades of hers, which is another plus.
So yeah, now things are going really well. Just ordered an mp3 player and a radio transmitter, so I will finally get to listen to my tunes in my car, very pumped. Can't really complain about anything right now, would be cool to have a job of some kind to make some extra cash, but right now everything is pretty chill.

Well I unlocked everyone in Street Fighter IV now, and hopefully that'll curb my urge to play a little bit.
It's a bit addicting to me for some reason.
And I found this a bit lulzy. It's way better (and catchier) than the Street Fighter IV theme in my own opinion.


On another note, I feel way better about my accounting test today than I have about any test in awhile which automatically makes today great.
Looking forward to a rather busy weekend.

I currently have 666 messages in my livejournal inbox !!!!  =O

It's clearly a sign :3

A brief update. My life currently is as follows:

• The great weather fills me with wonder and makes me wanna explore :3
• I'm currently becoming addicted to dinosaur comics.
  
• School is going alright. I'm keeping up in my classes pretty well.
• I'm gradually getting better at Street Fighter IV, though I still can't do like half the moves with any consistence, blargh.
• My social life feels a little stale, but I think I just need to start meeting more people is all.
• I do plan on getting to and reading lots of livejournal, so don't think I've forgotten you or anything please.
• Listening to a lot more maximo park lately as well.

So now that February is almost over I feel a whole lot better.
It has been an interesting month I suppose.
Basically I started the month freaking out about all the crap I had to do including my FAFSA and a paper for my perspectives on gender class.
Now that both of those are finally done feel like I can relax.
My Spring break starts this Friday! Woo! I'm not really going anywhere though, lame I know.
School is slowing down so I'm not under much pressure for tests or homework right now.
Been working on arrangements for housing for next year.
The basic plan so far is to live with 4 other people, 3 girls, and another guy, in a house in the student ghetto for cheap rent.
It should be a lot of fun, and I'm all for cheap rent.  Still have to find a good place though, so we'll see.

Today I'm just waiting for a class at 4. Then I plan to do laundry, work out, and maybe something pokemons related. I think I'm becoming somewhat addicted again. I do need to cut back on the sugar though. It's gunna kill me. I have exciting weekend plans. Woo for Mario Kart action.
I'll probably elaborate more soon, and see what everybody else in the world has been up to, toodles :3

***Zelda Twilight  Princess rant I felt worth pasting****
Who needs magic?

YOU HAVE A FUCKING BALL AND CHAIN FAG.
WHAT DO YOU WANT MAGIC FOR? TOSSING MAGIC POWDER ON CHICKENS, MAKING SINGULAR FIRE BALLS, AND GOING INVISIBLE?

FUCK THAT

HERE A SPELL FOR YOU FAIRY BOY, ITS CALL "GIANT FUCKING BALL IN YOUR FACE"
STEP ONE: SWING BALL IN CIRCLE OVER YOUR HEAD.

STEP TWO: AIM A GIANT MOTHER FUCKING BALL OF STEEL AT YOUR FOE

STEP THREE: BE MANLY.

*******
February is a busy month.
Hence why I haven't been active or anything close to active here in a while. Hopefully that will change soon as I get things under control. Stupid papers, FAFSA, ladies, and my general current outlook on life. Looking at Chinese pirated versions of games on youtube is more addictive than I thought. Argh, have at you.

A gentleman never asks and a lady never tells.


Someone should keep me away from the internet though..and the fridge. I'm a little under the weather, and so to combat this feeling I have decided the best course of action is to eat junk food and put off sleep by surfing the internet.
It seems like I'm suddenly more tolerated/better friends with a girl I had kinda liked a while back.
I'm confused as to whether this means maybe she is more interested in me, or just feels more comfortable/less awkward around me. I don't think I will make any real move towards her just to avoid making the friendship awkward. 

I've kinda noticed my entries sometimes jump from feeling down to being happy and hyper. I wonder if that says anything about me.
But I have a lot to do, and I don't feel well, and I keep putting it off. I'm probably not gunna have an amazing or romantic Valentine's Day either. Don't be too surprised if you don't hear from me for a bit. I may be busy.



( Moar for Whatever Reason )

Watched Youtube videos of this old Nintendo 64 game known as Mischief Makers. It was a falcon punch of nostalgia is what it was.

Youtube yourself if you want, I don't care. The voice acting in that game is like ROCK HARD COCAINE BAWLS DEEP.
What I mean to say is that I really like it.
Especially the way the Fox dude screams things like:
"EAT LEAD!!!"
"THROUGH FIRE JUSTICE IS SERVED!"

I'm feeling a bit better about my current life situation even after that icky accounting exam..
I just had a green monster energy drink, had not had one of those in quite awhile. They are still yummy.
Arr, time to go out, and uh..be a pirate or something.

Possibly transferring jobs to a better location with more convenient hours. I would like to have both but I might be facing workstudy limitations since both liked to pay me that way.

Still not really getting accounting. Exam this week and I'm so screwed.

Still feeling a little shitty over that last girl I was involved with for a week of my life, who decidedly starts dating and becomes engrossed in some friend of hers only a day after breaking things off with me. I feel rather dirty for spending that much time with someone who would just treat me so poorly.

And I'm just feel rather down and lonely now. I can't say my social life is exactly booming.
I know I'm know I'm doing that badly in my classes, but it seems like I am.
Accursed hiccups keep coming and going at a whim now. According to webMD prolonged hiccups might mean I have cancer, am pregnant, or am an alcoholic, oh my.

I still feel that I'm not matching my expectations for myself.
Oh well, time now for some accounting stuff.

(8:50:12 PM) lostinchuckles: partypartypartyparty
(8:50:18 PM) NIETZSCHEhasdied: AFTERPARTY
(8:50:25 PM) lostinchuckles: prepartypartyparty
(8:50:42 PM) lostinchuckles: you'll get so much VAG you won't know what to do with yourself.
(8:50:51 PM) NIETZSCHEhasdied: USE IT FOR STORAGE
(8:50:56 PM) lostinchuckles: LULZ
(8:50:58 PM) NIETZSCHEhasdied: OF DRUUUGS
(8:51:09 PM) lostinchuckles: thats why we are friends, first and foremost.
(8:51:17 PM) NIETZSCHEhasdied: Indeeed
(8:51:20 PM) lostinchuckles: for vagina drug storage.

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I have so much to do, it is crazy. I should probably do it instead of hiccuping like crazy everytime I drink anything >:O

( Still Hilarious )
I seriously gotta find a permanent cure for these hiccups they keep on coming back and I think they are trying to kill me.

Women are the devil.
That girl who I just became just friends with? PURE EVIL.
That jewish girl I had a date with? She's already been quite a jerk to me enough times and doesn't seem to wanna talk to me.
Every girl I have ever dated or been involved with ever: Nothing but pain and disappointment.

This is no dramatization. I'm really getting sick of it. It's enough to make me wanna be a hermit or never show any emotion or weakness ever again.

I can't tell when people are lying to face or being honest anymore. I'm becoming so jaded.
It's what I get for believing in people and giving them a chance I guess...sigh.

So I've been a bit busy lately. Not much time to check out the ol'livejournal, my bad.

Life seems to be going at a really fast pace right, and I'm just struggling to keep up it seems like.
I have a lot I'd like to do/get done sometime soon, mainly:

• Stats, Computers, and Accounting homework
• Visit home/pick up my new Little Teeth CD
• Get some groceries and some soap
• Finish my laundry
• Sleep and work out

This is shaping up to be a very busy week. I have to remember I have a job interview tomorrow, oh goodness.

How is everyone's holiday season going? Amazing? Better be.

I just saw the first two seasons and then some of It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia. It unnecessarily goes to far sometimes I feel, but this aside, it's an amazingly hilarious show. I could go on about it, but you should just watch it. I vastly enjoy the stupidity and absurdity of the characters and their schemes.

I was inspired by the The Gang Solves the Gas crisis episode to determine what positions me and my friends would play in our "crew", assuming now that we were a crew. I'm totally the wildcard of course. I was already designated the most like Charlie anyway.
We share plenty of traits, though I am far more literate than he is.

I am so totally the wildcard. I could also see myself as the looks. Totally. Not the brains as I'm not so great at planning stuff out. Not so much the muscle either because I've never been considered intimidating.

My little sis got me that Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Darkness game. So I've been playing it a bit. I had to keep restarting the beginning part so the game would make me a mudkip. My sidekick is a bulbasaur I affectionately named Mr. Bigsby, and I'm a mudkip named Amadeus. Our team is called team Stayfrosty, but that shouldn't surprise anyone. It's one word so it would fit.
I think people prefer the mudkipz.


( MOAR )